Kay. You'd think I'd be used to making a fool of myself. I admit it's getting easier, but still ...
See, when it comes to all things quilting I usually can pick up a new skill relatively quickly. I think that must be why I love quilting so much - it's one of a VERY few things I can do well with little or no practice. And I really thought that with the amount of time & effort I've invested already on this particularly elusive element of quilting, I'd be a lot further along by now.
Here's the latest damage ... (wimper).
This is supposed to be a neat, symmetrical design. Not this wonky, amoeba-shaped ... mess!
It LOOKS so easy to do ... why can't I GET this?
I had a little (ok, an embarrassingly huge for someone my age) tantrum - which I kept on the inside, but let me tell you I was craaaaabby! I thought, "Keep trying, you'll get better." I didn't.
I once heard that the definition of insanity was repeating the same action but expecting different results. Well, it's official. I'd gone banana-nuts-crazy.
But after, like, an hour of unpicking all 12 of these very badly stitched designs (seems my helper has lost interest in the job for the moment - I think I burnt her out), possibly a few bad words and an imaginary blog post in which I shamefully admit defeat, a light bulb came on. I thought of trying a new tactic - s.l.o.w.i.n.g d.o.w.n.
And suddenly ... voila!
Still not as good as I'd like, but waaaaay better than when I started.
But here's the thing ...
You know that saying "Can't see the forest for the trees"? In this case, I think it means that if you look too closely at the details, the occasional imperfections that exist on a tiny scale can ruin your ability to appreciate a perfectly decent quilt.
This happens to me a lot - when I'm making something, I notice every.little.mistake. But more often than not when it's all bound, washed and in situ, the little "blemishes" disappear into the overall loveliness of what I made with pretty fabrics and a pretty design and then, well ... just never mind the trees, I love the forest!
Here's a look at all three FMQ designs together in the quilt.
So if it's not too arrogant, I think I'll give myself a C+ or B- for execution ... ok, maybe a B ;) ... but a big fat A for effort!
I can pretty much guarantee that I TOTALLY would have given up on FMQing by now if it wasn't for Project Simplify. Thank you Camille for graciously giving me permission to blog my way through your book. I know it was a big leap of faith on your part to let me - a virtual stranger with a fledging blog - use your book this way.
And thanks to all you quiet and vocal visitors for hanging out here with me. Your advise, encouragement & support mean so much to me.
I'm feeling much better now. :)